I lied to my sister, Yani

Sunday, 21 Mart 2010

This morning I woke up so late. About 10 am, and it was because my friend Agus came to my Home. Exactly I had wake about 6 am, but it was feel so sleepy, then I took the blanket and it was feel so comfort, so I continued my sleep until Agus came to take his photo that he asked me to edit it. But I hadn’t finished editing it, so I asked him to edit it by himself with my instruction. Yaa… he don’t know about photoshop like me… hehe…

After it I asked him to deliver me to buy a gallon of water, I couldn’t do it alone, because the place is too far from my home. Then I wanna take a bath, but when I come in to the bath room, I didn’t see some water in the “bak mandi” so I had to fill it and wait until it was full enough. When I was waiting for it, my other friend Yusri was come. He want to save his document in my laptop, because he didn’t have enough memory for it.

When he backed home, I feel so lazy to take a bath. Then I just took my guitar and try to learn for more song, I realy happy when I can sing a song with a guitar, although I still bad for it. I learned it until about 2.30 pm and Still didn’t get my breakfast and ofcourse my lunch too, then it was feel so hungry. I bought the food in front of my home. But before it I had took a bath ofcourse.

When my stomach was full enough, I feel very sleepy, so I just slept without permission, hehe…. I woke up about 5 pm, then I just fitness for a while and took a bath. After that I sent some message to my sister, Yani by phone. I said that I’m sick, but exactly I’m not, haha… I did it just because to make her feel that I want to share some about my feeling to her, I know that she like if I did it. She want me to be closer to her. After she got the message, directly she called me, then asked me to buy some medicine for my healt. She told me that 2 of my friend had got married, and it’s realy bad when I can’t come to my friend’s wedding party. After it, I pray to the God and asked that God will save me for wherever I’m.

Then I went to Fredy’s home to borrow a solder for making an electrical circuit. But we though the circuit was wrong, so I didn’t make it at that time, I will make together with Sunu tomorrow. Because it was our task, not with Fredy.

Then I backed home and Fredy wanna come too. He made the circuit in my laptop and I learn to play guitar, suddently my phone was ring, it was a message from my mom, she asked me why my phone can’t be called. So I called her and we communicated for a while.

After Fredy was already made the circuit, It was my turn to make a “makalah” for my home work. And finished it at about 11.30 pm. Then Fredy backed and I writing this right now…. That’s my activity for today.

He Just Inpiried Me

(19 Maret 2010)

This morning I woke up early, there’s an internet practice from 7 until 11 am. When I had woke, my phone was ring, my friend Sunu sent a sms that he will come to my rent house to make the cover of his report, sometimes I hate to making cover for his report, he know that I don’t have printer, but he still ask me to do it, I gonna say No, but it’s feel hard to say it… I think if I can do it just to help him, why not?

After he came, I left him for take a bath and it was feel realy fress this morning, so I just long enough in the bath room, hehe… then I see it was already 7 o’clock so we just go to campus by his motor cycle and I hadn’t got my breakfast. In this practice the lecture asked us to make an internet connection by using Bridge. I realy realy like this practice, ‘cause I like Internet, and this so easy to make the connection, but I and Sunu have same trouble when the lecture asked to make a connection of 4 computer, so we need two person again for it. We never knew them before, and when we want to start making it, they just denied us and did another exercise which should be done before this task. Then we should wait for them, so we was late in finishing the task. After practice, we should make the report of what can we got from the practice today.

After that I ask Agung to deliver me to my home ‘cause his route is same with mine. But when we arrived in Fredy’s home, I saw some of our friend was there. So I just came to and joy with them, they was making their report for the next practice at 12.20 pm. Now we aren’t classmate anymore. We have choosed our own konsentration, some chossed Electric Engineering, Telecommunication Engineering, Computer Engineering, and I choosed Internet Engineering. I played guitar then they just lough of it, because I still poor in it, I just start learning to playing guitar, I love singing. Then they went to mosque for Shallat Jumat, so I better go home and bring Fredy’s Guitar, Because mine was broken.

This day I learn to sing Sum41’s song, “So long good bye”. It’s a great song, I realy like it. But not realy easy to singing it by guitar. Then I feelso tired and sleepy, so I just go to sleep at a moment. Suddently my phone was ring, there’s a sms from Agung, he ask me to netting in Campus, and he has already there. We had make the scadule yesterday so I cant say No for it. I don’t want to make him waiting me longer, so I just go without take a bath, at 06.00 pm. I download some song and video. Then I chat with some of my friend. I like chat with my global friend ‘cause I can learn English by it. When it was 9.00 pm agung went home but I still stayed. Then in Facebook I open my old friend’s profile, Iwan Eka Saputra. Then I see that he have A blog, then I opened it. I saw he often write some of his activity in the blog but in English, I think It’s realy great, why don’t I do it to my blog….? He inspiried me to write my Diary in English, I believe it can help me to make my English more Fluently. So from now I try to do it. And this’s the first one, hehe…. Thanks Iwan….

After feeling bored, I go home at 11.30 pm then took my dinner which I bought before go to campus, I just forget to eat it, haha… but when I ate it, the taste was not so good, but I just try to finish it, ofcourse I cant do that, It was better if I just waste it. And now I feel So hungry when I writte this, haha… See ya…

Menjadi Minoritas Selalu di Abaikan

(Jum’at 19 Feb 2010)

Hari ini gw gak ada kuliah, kalo temen2 yang lain sih pada kuliah agama di Kampus, cuman kata akademik, gw ngambil sks Agama Hindu di Fakultas Filsafat.

Gw kesana sekitar jam 11 pagi. Gw mau liat jadwal mulai kuliahnya kapan. pas udah berangkat eh.. malah ujan, tapi cuman gerimis, jadi gw lanjut aja. Pas udah nyampe sana, penjaganya gak ada, katanya sih lagi istirahat, mau solat jumat kali… gw nungu agak lama. Terus dateng 3 orang, setelah ngobrol2 teyata dia jurusan D3 Elektro juga, cuman agama Kristen. Mereka bilang jadwalnya udah ada. Langsung aja gw liat jadwalnya. Tapi gw cari2 gak ada tuh jadwal Agama Hindu. Yang ada cuman agama Islam sama Kristen. Kata akademik di sana, tapi kok gak ada.

Karna gw tambah BT, akhirnya gw kabur aja dari sana terus ke kampus gw, padahal ujan lumayan deres, tapi bodo amad. Gw ke kampus cuman pengen ngenet oang. Gw BT di kosand.

Lumayan lama gw ngenet, perut gw akhirnya laperr. Pas gw mau balik, kawan gw nyuruh makan. Ternyata dia jadi panitia perpisahan wisudawan yang udah lulus. Karana makanan masih sisa banyak, dang w benar2 lapar dan juga duit lagi tipis, yaudah.. dengan tampang tembok gw makan banyak bgt.. hehe… ship dah…

Malenya gw dan kawan2 kelas yang dulu berencana mau maen bareng lagi, tapi pas udah tiba waktunya.. dan gw udah siap meluncur, eh.. temen2 bilang banyak yang gak jadi. BT banget gw…

Lama2 juga bakalan lupa ma temen2 setelah pisah.. sama kayak temen SMA dulu… ahh.udah.lah… biarkan saja berlalu’’ goodbye frend,,!!! Luvyuful…

Lembur, Ngepel malem2

(Minggu, 21 Feb ’10)

Kenapa ya, sekarang ini gw males banget bangun pagi. Hari ini aja gw bangun sekitar jam 11, sebenernya sii dari jam 6 udah bangun, tapi males trus tidur lagi, bangunlagi trus tidur lagi. Abis itu denger music trus bengong deh, pikiran kemana-mana.

Huh, hari libur yang gak menarik, mau maen malez… gw sampe bingung hidup gw kok rasanya gak ada semangat lagi kayak dulu. Makin tua pikirang gw makin berkembang, makin ngerti mengenai kehidupan, tapi makin males karna rasa mengerti tersebut.

Siangnya selesai mandi gw beli makan di depan kost sama jus alpukad.. weh.. suegerr bgt.. sambil makan gw biasa nonton film, cuman udah gak ada film baru lagi, semua udah gw tonton. Akhirnya gw makan sambil baca komiknya naruto deh di laptop…

Cukup lama baca, terus kenyang, akhirnya kantuk pun dateng. Tidur deh… Udah bangun sekitar jam 4 sore, eh.. karna masih ngantuk tidur lagi deh.. akhi2 ini gw sering banget mimpi. Gw mimpi ada di kampung maen sama ponakan gw, dan yang paling sering gw impiin tuh si Vicky, anaknya lek kus.. gw sayang banget ma ponkan gw. Gak tau kenapa kok gw sering banget ke-impi merka. Rasa nya males banget gw hidup dari SMP jauh dari kampung. Tempat yang segalanya gw rasain tadinya sampe2 sekarang gw lebih sseneng sama kehidupan di luar. Gw jadi merasa asing di kampung gw sendiri.

Bangun tidur gw langsung mandi. Bergaya sebentar di depan cermin. Terus nyari makan. Gw kangen banget sama nasi goreng. Gw mau beli di t4 langganan gw, eh malah tutup. Akhirnya gw beli di t4 lain, dan ternyata jauh lebih mahal, biasanya pake telor gw beli 4rb, eh yang ini malah 6.5rb dasar pemerasan. Seperti biasa gw beli jus Alpukat. Karna biar murah, gw kasih susu sendiri di kost kan gw punya susu. Erus sebelum tidur gw biasa minum kuning telur, nah putihnya tu sayang mau gw buang, jadinya gw campur di jus alpukat. Setelah beberapa lama gw pesiapkan, jus pun siap untuk di minum, cuman gw melahap nasgor gw dulu. Weh.. haus bangettt.. mana nsgornya pedaz lagi.. gw liat lantai kamar gw blepotan gara-gara nyiapin jus tadi. Biar cairan dingn dari gelas gag membasahi lantai, jadi jusnya gw taro’ di atas keset. Suatu ketika gw greget ngeliat lantai yang blepotan, langsung aja kesetnya gw seret pake kaki buat ngelap, eh.. gw lupa di atasnya ada jus gw… alhasil : JUSNYA TUMPAH DEH… asemmmm…… gw gedeg banget, padahal jusnya blont gw minum sedikit pun…. Huh… BT banget gw.. pengen gw ngamuk, tapi tu kan salah gw sendiri… weh..weh..weh… padahal tu saat-saat dimana raga ini haus akan belaian jus tersebut….

Akhinya jus terbuang begitu saja, dan gw harus lembur malem2 buat mengepel lantai. Belom siap di pel, semut2 udah pada berdatangan, gw lupa.. kan tadi jusnya gw campur ama putih telor… weh..weh..weh… bisa jadi sarang semut kalo gak cepet2 gw pel….

Huh,,, abis ngepel, gw langsung cuci muka. Terus manasin air dan bikin susu. Nikmatnya minum susu Indomilk coklat sambil ngetik coretan harian gw ini, hehe…. Walaupun gw sendirian, gw tetep merasa nyaman. Mungkin karna udah terbiasa kali ya…

Udah ya.. mau bobok dulu… Gud Nite my day….

Hari paling santai gw

20 Feb ‘10

Wah…
hari ini gw bangun siang banget… udanh bangun paginya… trus baca buku lucu, trus ngantuk, eh.. tidur lagi deh… hari ini gak da yang ajib sama gw. Bangun dengan posisi bener2 sadar tuh skitar jam 10, trs ambil Hp dan ber cmeez sama temen2 di kampung. Trus mandi jam 12, abis itu beli nasi. Sambil makan nonton film sampe jam 4, abis itu benerin carger hape gw yang suka macet, trus olah raga bentar langsung mandi, sembahyang bentar trus nyari makan lagi di bungkus dang w makan di kost sambil nonton film baru yang judulnya avatar. Abis itu gw bingung mau ngapain, karna masih ada film yang blum gw tonton, jadi gw lanjutin deh nonton filmx… selesai jam 10, terus bikin susu dan langsung ngetik coretan ini, udah deh…. Asik ya hari gw ini, tapi gak ada perkembangannya, haha….

Tidur ah… dada!!

gw makin gag doyan berpolitik

Kamis, 18 Feb 2010

Pagi hari ini bagi gw biasa aja. Gw bangun agak siang, soalnya kuliahnya jam 09.20 dan cuman satu plajaran doank… Yg ngajar dosen pembimbing gw, pak Alief. Gw suka cara dia ngajar, tapi karna baru pertemuan pertama, jadi kuliahnya cuman bentar, perkenalan doank. Selesai kuliah gw gg langsung balik, gw ngenet dulu, bareng sama tmen2 di kelas baru gw, sambil kenalan gitu. Dan ternyata salah satu dr mreka ada yang punya film terbarunya Jackie, kbetulan bgt gw blum nonton, kan di puter di bioskopnya pas gw lagi di kampung, dan pas gw udah balik ke jogja lagi udah gak diputer, jadi gw minta ma dia aja deh…

Gag lama temen2 gw yang sekelas dulu dateng, sambil ngenet bareng N ngobrol2, mereka nunggu dosen mereka. Pas udah masuk gw ikut kelas mereka bentar, soalnya gw males mau balik ke kost, bosen… tapi setelah gw inget2, gw kan punya film barunya Jackie, mendingan balik aja deh nont.

Gw nonton sampe skitar jam 15.30 trus mandi, soalnya jam 16.00 gw ada rapat bareng temen2 Hindu UGM buat pelaksanaan nyepi. Dan gw jadi wakil seksi Transportasi, huh…. Abis mandi gw langsung ke GSP, tempet diadakannya rapat. Tapi pas gw sampe, ternyata gg ada orang. Gw tunggu agak lama masih gg ada yang dateng, padahal janjinya jam 16.00, atua rapatnya di batalin ya… pas udah stengah jam gw nunggu, akhirnya mulai berdatangan, dasar orang Indonesia emng doyan banget ngaret.

Gw ini anggota yang pling jarang kumpul di organisasi ini. Jadi gw gak banyak kenal sama mereka, kwan gw lebih banyak orang jawa. Gw kurang suka dengan cara mereka berbaur, orang bali yang asalnya asli dari bali tuh beda sama orang bali yang di lampung. Apalagi yang dari denpasar, ngomong bali aja udah ogah2an, sok pake bahasa Indonesia, puyeng gw ngeliatnya.

Kalo rapat2 kayak ginian gw orang yang paling gak uka berargumen. Gw liat dan ikutin aja gimana maunya mereka. Terus terang gw gak begitu suka berorganisasi, apa lagi yang berbau POLITIK. Rapatnya lumayan lama ampe gw ngerasa bosen abiz… banyak banget kegiatan yang direncanain ma KMHD UGM ini, gw sampe puyeng ngedenger jadwalnya, udah kuliah padet masih aja nyari kesibukan lebih, tp emg bener sih banyak manfaannya.

Yang paling gak gw suka dari konsep dan cara mereka rapat, pertama waktu rapat akan dimulai gak dibacain agenda terlebih dahulu. Terus harusnya ngebahas jadwal kegiatan yang paling deket dulu ampe bner2 mateng, baru ngebahas yang berikutnya, tapi ini malah tiba2 langsung ngebahas acara yang masih jauh dan terlalu di pusingkan acara yang jauh itu sedangkan yang deket aja belum jelas gimananya. Karna gw paling jarang dateng dan gw gag punya jabatan di organisasi ini, gw juga males mau ngomentarin. Jadi gw ngikut aja deh.. gw pengen liat dan belajar jg dari mereka, haha..

Pas udah mau terakhiran, tiba2 ada salah satu pengurus yang menguraikan pendapatnya dengan tampang sewot dan ucapan sedikit nyeleneh… gw udah nebak ada yang gak beres nieh… ternyata dia kurang puas sama sikap ketuanya. Dia bilang dia kecewa ama sikap ketua yang bilang bahwa ketuanya ini dan itu. Gw kaget ngedengernya, karna rasa kurang sukanya dia, maka dia tu pernah melakukan suatu tindakan tanpa seijin dan sepengetahuan pak ketua. Maka dari itu pak ketua pun emosi dan kebablasan sampe ngajakin berantem one by one.. weh..weh..weh… cuman masalah organisasi aja gitu…. Salut deh gw sama orang2 yang kayak gitu… Gw emang gak pernah tau kelangsungan organisasi ini, bahkan pas pergantian ketua gw gak tau ketua yang baru siapa, dan ternyata ketuanya yang seangkatan ma gw dan lumayan akrab sama gw.

Gw bener2 heran, kok ada ya orang yang dalam berorganisasi sebegitunya sampe rela ini itu buat organisasi yang sebenarnya gak perlu menimbulkan permusuhan. Apalagi politik, gw sama sekali gak tertarik. Gw sendiri gak suka jadi seorang pemimpin, mendingan gw ngurusin diri sendiri dan ngabisin waktu buat denger music dan ngabisin malam bareng bintang-bintang dari pada mondar-mandir kocar-kacir sana-sini gak jelas. Ah… tau ah.. mendingan juga gw ambil pacul terus ke ladang sambil bwa I-pod, nyangkul deh sambil bermusik buat anak istri gw nanti, wokey……

MY remains

oneday, I stay alone without anybody beside me. I wanna share my feeling, but I just confuse, who's the right person that can be my friend to share. Not everybody can make me sharing my feeling. And until now I cant find the person who realy fit to me....

Then I guess I can share my day just to my self by writting it like a diary. I love blogging, so I think it's realy fun if I write it in my Blog. Exactly I dont realy like writting my diary. But if I do it, there will something memoriam which can be Story of my life to my childs in the future....

so I try to write what I thought was interesting that ever happened in my life.

dari dulu gw pengen punya orang yang mungkin bisa jadi teman, orang tua, bahkan sebagai adik gw sendiri tapi yang punya pengalaman lebih dan berwibawah buat gw jadiin panutan dalam hidup gw.

tapi sayangnya gak ada, mungkin sempet ada, tapi beberapa hari ini gw merasa sikap gw berlebihan, mungkin dia juga bingung, dari itu gw mulai ngerubah sikap gw lagi buat nganggep dia seperti biasanya, walauun gw tau dia juga mau berbagi sama gw.

semoga coretan2 gw disini bisa berarti di hari depan. istlahnya iseng2 doank sii... cuman setelah gw liat coretan di blog gw ini, gw ngerasa ada suatu hal yang bisa gw banggain dari hidup gw.

Thanks God for giving me this beautiful life....