Miss to talk with him

(Friday, 23 April 2010)

It’s been so long I didn’t write anything, now I realy wanna write something for my activity.

Like usual the alarm woke me up, it was about 5.30 am, but I felt still realy sleepy, so I just turned it off then got more time for sleep. Sudently I woke up with little panic, why I just sleep at nice like this, I remember this morning I have an internet practice at 7.15 am and I should cook some rice for my breakfast, I need a few time for it beside take a bath, as you know I’m little slowly in doing something.

I finished my breakfast until about 7.20 am, so I went to campus realy fast with my lovely vehicle, hehe… this practice is about linux fedora, actually I’m not realy understand about it, it was the third meeting and every meeting my practice was bad enough. I sit in a place which the PC was realy strange, every meeting, it almost always had a trouble even the lecturer couldn’t repair it, how can I…?

Sunu is my friend who sit beside me, he realy good in linux. He has used linux for along time. So he know more about linux than me. But sometimes when I’m in trouble and little confuse, he didn’t want to help me , then I try to get the way by myself and sometimes I cant repair it then I just leave it and forget it, hehe……

I will try to learn more about linux, my friend Rifky is the master of linux in my class, but I’m not realy close to him. Maybe I will learn with him someday when I know him for more, hehe...

We finished the practice about 11.30 am. Directly I just back home because my stomach was realy hungry. I bought some vegatables then I cook the rice by my ownself, because right now my pocket is empty from money, hehe…

After that I sang some songs by guitar until I feel very sleepy, this’s my weekend so I just enjoy it by took a rest. Then I woke up at about 05.00 pm then play the guitar again before took a bath and washed my dress. I finished at about 6.30 pm. Then I prayed to the God, I realy miss to pray and sing some religion’s songs.

I felt so hungry after prayed. But my rice had become cold, so I made it more heat. When I was waiting for it, my phone was ring. I saw my uncle Lek Kusno was calling me. I remember for the last night he called me by phone, but I didn’t hang it up, I felt little disappointed with him at that time. As I see, there’re some different thing from him. Before it, he often calling me and realy care about me, but for a few last month he didn’t. So when he called me last night, I’m not sure to hang it up, he retry to call me in four times. I don’t know what happen to me, why should I did it to him, I should be thanks to him because he realy care about me. So when he called me again just now, I realy ambitious to hang it up. He asked me why I didn’t hang the phone up last night, then I said I didn’t hear when he calling me, but he knew that I’m lying. So I say that I’m afraid if he call me, the pulse will be decreased.

We talked long enough, I feel realy happy when we can talk together. He realy friendly, funny, nice and I love his life’s way. He said that he disappointed to me when I didn’t hang the phone up. He said no problem about the price to call me, he just want to hear my voice. He said that he realy happy when he hear that Im OK. Then we talked about the car which back again to my home because the person who bought it didn’t pay the money so my father took it back. I realy hate it, I know if the car was back again, it will disturb my uncle. Because only him, who can drive it. Then suddenly the connection was broken off, I know that his pulse had empty. Because I still wanted to talk with him, I thought it was my turn to call him,

Then I joked to him: “what have I said, the pulse will be exhausted if you call me, therefore why I didn’t receive the phone call when you call me last night, uncle..!”

Then he just laugh.

I realy miss to meet you, thanks for caring me. I never thought before that I will have a good person like you, uncle! Hope that I can be what you and my family expect from myself.